Day.. I don't know what day it is.

It's been a rough few days. I've only worked out a few times due to me training my son to go to sleep by himself for his naps and bedtime. I just did some 30 day shred level 2 now that he's finally down for his nap. I feel so overwhelmed. This weigh just doesn't want to move. I know I shouldn't expect a lot but since I've had my son, the weight doesn't fall off like it used to like a few years ago. Today was a rough day, I actually started crying during my workout because I can feel the fat flap against myself. I really hate feeling like this. I know there are plenty of people worse off than I am so I shouldn't complain.. but it's my blog so I will.. I wish for my old body. 20 pounds is SO far away especially since I stopped breastfeeding my son, my weight just halted.. and it's been frozen for a few months now. I hate that I love bad food SO much. It just tastes so good. I'm getting a hair cut tonight and hopefully dyeing my hair as well.. hopefully that will make me feel better.